Because one of these days every one of my mistakes will make sense.
Allah will reveal why He sent you to me.
Looking at your picture just now makes my heart blossom into a flower that made me forget my name for a minute.
Looking at you, I finally understand why Allah sent all my exes to me, why I make those mistakes. Granted, the choices were mine, so the fault was all mine. I make a lot of mistakes when it comes to boys. I always do. I care too much, I love too much, I give too much.
But you, I really hope you are not a mistake.
But still, even though my heart hurt a bit looking at your picture, I need to remember that you are not mine. You might never be mine. I am Allah's and Allah decide what is good for me.
If you are not good for me, then I am sure there is someone else out there who is better for me.
But really, you are my idea of a perfect life partner.
May Allah ease my heart and lead me to the right way. Forever and always.
